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Train Journey
As I stare out the window, Into the dark night, Pin points of light, Come through the glass.
As I gaze out the window, I think of him, My pin prick of light, In the darkest of nights.
But what does he care? A small lost girl, Hidden behind lies, Hidden in the darkness.
I see his eyes in mine, I look away, I am ashamed to look.
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Untitled UnknownHow can you feel? After all the heartbreak The pain How can you?Untitled Unknown
Feel the tears running down your face Feel the fears return Feel the hopelessness How can it feel so good?
To make yourself suffer The pain that you can’t express Paid in blood, Paid in full.
As you lie all alone Know there are people Who will help Who will abandon all things to help
How can things get better?
This is written for my close friend…
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Blade is in my hand, The voices in my head, Telling me whats wrong and right,
Didn't hear my savior Till he cradled my face, With his silken grace, Letting me know I was safe.
Now he's slipping away, My hands grasp empty air, My tears fall on hollow ground, And I'm left with the memories,
He left behind.
02/12/2006
NightmaresNightmaresNightmares
As I lie fast asleep I dream the dreams of those now gone No one knows the terror I feel At the simple words ‘night night’
How can you fight it?
How can you prevail? You can’t fight it And to resist is to no avail.
Who will help me? How can they help me? Lost in my dreams
Lost in my mind
As I wake from a repeated scene I gaze up at the figure hovering over my tomb He touches my face Then grasps my hand
Who is this tall dark Stranger?
OvercomeBeauty has no compare, To the beauty sitting here, Besides and in my heart, She steals my mind, my love, my heartOvercome
A lover's eye never falls too deeply, Into this fountain of mystery, These twin hazel delights, Better sight than any moonlit night
A young child's dawn breaking sleep, Warm, familiar, at once to keep, Enclosed in a mystery of devotion, Truest loves embrace an ocean
And now she holds me dear, Breaking forth from hell for to deliver, A guiding light a sweeter dawn, A sweetest call in our fair morn
Spoilt love's lost women of...Spoilt love's lost women of sinSpoilt love's lost women of...
Fallen to the topshelf, Caught in the headlights, Hold it close now, Nowhere to run
Working the rancid streets of London, A penny in your hand no love in your heart, A terrible thing not one of them can sing, Of the joys of an unspoilt soul
Fit to taste of man's pleasure, Not to fit in society life, Taste the the pain of many a night, The salty blood and the sinful rain
When I close my eyes I can see the stars, Open all I can see are my own pitiful scars, No faith no more, No stranger is n
Raw and NumbI hold this knife against me, My blood mixes with my tears, The pain I used to feel, Drips across this bladeRaw and Numb
I hurt myself to dull this pain, Endless worlds say never again, But I say one, Just one more time
I am raw, And I am numb, My pain ends, All in one
One release, Gives me my peace, I cannot feel, And in this I can believe
An attempt at an explanation, on the most basic level, of why I and others self harm. xxx
Broken up
Tearful
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What’s a boy to do with a guy like him…?
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The gorgeous icon is by ~kasaichi
^.^ a hint maybe??? Please...pretty please??
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What’s a boy to do with a guy like him…?
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The gorgeous icon is by ~kasaichi
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In my happiness I could kill myself...
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